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 Hello everyone...

Myself  Mamta. This is my first blog so ignore mistakes if you find any. I don't like to share my inner thoughts with anyone though I don't even have someone with whom I can share my thoughts. Currently I'm 17 years old. Three years ago I lost my father due to heart attack. I was very close to my father. He was the only one who knew what's going on in my mind. I used to share every thought, every problem with him. I'm a yapper to the ones who are close to me. My dad used to listen everything very calmly. In terms of having friends and bestfriends , my life sucks. I make friend , we become bestfriend but because of some reasons they break friendship. Since childhood my life has been like this. Currently, I have friends but somehow I'm scared to share my thoughts with them. There are some reasons about why I don't share my thoughts with them but the most important reason is that somehow I always get ignored by them. I have tried several times to share my thoughts but I just got ignored. Sometimes I think that I am an option to them but than I think that except them there are no friends of mine. Right now I'm struggling with my life and thoughts and career option. Somehow I'm lost in the thought of  clearing that who is my real friend and who is not. I'm trying hard to get out of that confusion. That's all I want to say for today. If you see any mistake please ignore because it's my first time. Please share your thoughts with me. Last thing, If you want to give any advice to me , what would it be? Comment it. Thank you for reading!!💗